There are plenty of warm and fuzzies in the depiction of mental illness in the "Soloist." And, thanks to Hollywood with films such as "A Beautiful Mind," we know that often great talent comes bundled with a strong predisposition to mental illness.
Way back in 1998, D. Jablow Hershman and Julian Lieb, M.D. published "Manic Depression and Creativity." And Kay Redfield Jamison, Ph.D., who herself suffers from mental illness, keeps us up-to-date with riveting research on the possible link between the bipolar condition and significant contributions in art, science, and politics. Biographies coming out on outsized talent such as Marlon Brando and Bill Clinton argue that there was some kind of mental aberration in there.
So awesome can the gift be that John Nash, who had that beautiful mind, noted he'd rather suffer his madness than be "only another of the faceless multitudes who have lived and died on the planet without leaving any trace of their existence behind." Ken Binmore discusses this in his 2007 book "Game Theory."
Nevertheless, there is nothing in mental illness that is heartwarming or to be romanticized. I know. I have paid through the nose for my talent in writing.
Since the age of 11 I struggled as a result of some peculiar neuro-wiring mixed with plain-vanilla abuse by a perhaps even more badly wired family. It wasn't until I was 58 that the right-for-me medication, the cognitive behavioral therapy approach, and my own willingness catapulted me from daily suffering to almost-normal. Here is that tale of a not-so-beautiful life Download Geezerguts.
How could it have been a little bit better?
Well, what about if American society was more open to accept differences? I was and am different. I will never be and behave like what they now call neurotypical. Yet, I do my best and manage relatively well. I make a good living, pay my taxes, do volunteer work, and bring joy to certain circles with my quirky sense of humor. My sin was not fitting in on the grid of normal. Had they been been able to accept me, at least before I could accept myself, the struggle might have been less.
Also, the value system of America might shift more to respecting all kinds of talent, not only the one that results in creating huge wealth. I re-located from affluent Fairfield County, Connecticut to more diverse New Haven, Connecticut to have access to that kind of respect. Here, where Yale's part of the community, there are enough of us creative types to throw the curve against only taking into account size of base annual earnings along with other forms of compensation, e.g. bonus, stock options. Rather than hurting those who resist maxing their income, we celebrate that attempt to de-clutter one's life from the excessively material.
One more thing: There can be more career guidance. It wasn't until I was almost 50 that a psychiatrist informed me that bipolars tend to thrive in self-employment and wither toiling as an employee. One size never did fit all. Why aren't the many professional roads we can travel explained to us by our schools, families, therapists, and the pharmaceutical companies which research and produce our medications?
My life will never be beautiful. But it's been easier. I intend to keep it that. And I pass on what I have learned about pushing back on being tormented for being different. Today, that's what a lot of my writing is about.